I love the internet...so much to read...so many quirky people...I spend countless hours a day just skimming pages everywhere...and every now and then something interesting comes by...whether that's a personal page or an online article...and like any good book...well...I never finish it on the first attempt...hehe...so I usually end up saving them for a read sometime down the road when I have a little more time on my hands...I wish I had a computer in the bathroom where most of my reading is done...I don't think I'd ever get off the can...I wonder down the road if I will remember all the things I've read and all the people I've read about...or whether these moments in my life are one of my many wasted moments...or ones I might remember when I'm 70 and telling my grandchildren far-fetched stories of my glorific life...my mind is jumping from place to place today...ever have those days?

Update on how I'm feeling...still miserable...still involved in self-loathing...I've found out more things to loathe about...none I wish to talk about right now...maybe tomorrow I'll feel better...maybe not...